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The things you do and say to me put me on the edge of loosing my mind. I don't know why I can't stop thinking of you. I don't know why you torture my soul. I'ld do anything just to hear you say the words that torment me so. I feel I can give you the world and make some of your pain go away. I know you don't feel the same about me and it hurts more than I let on. I've told you some of my feelings and you shot me down, but I still keep part of those feelings buried deep down inside. If only you knew these feelings, you'ld never look at me the same, and you would probably run away. I've said the words to other girls and never really meant them. Everytime you shoot down my gestures it hurts and brings me back to reality like a cold wet slap to the face. When I try and cuddle with you, it was not just a drunken act it was me wanting to be close to you. I know now that I must be ever vigilant of my feelings or I might just loose you and my mind, and I'm just not sure if I could stand that. All I know is that when you move away I'm going to go insane if I haven't already. |